
I realized a couple of weeks ago that I'm ACTUALLY going to be 40 soon and that scares the f out of me. Never had a relationship more than maybe a year and never been married. Was single and celibate for 8 years til I met a guy 4 years ago. Did the whole FWB/"situation-ship" thing for 2 and a half years and learned my lesson. My Pisces Venus cannottt handle that. I fell in love and it was dumb. So *never* again.
I know people say "Be patient" "It'll happen when you least expect it" "You've got to learn to be happy by yourself before you can be happy with someone else" etc etc but dude... I'm getting old and want so badly to meet my guy. It hurts seeing everyone around me married or in a relationship and then there's.. me... alone. With myself. And I.
Is there anything in my chart that could indicate when to keep an eye out for someone? Or why I seem to be the problem? lol but only kinda.