Changing rooms
Over the years I’ve transitioned from the moment I realised up until today, I have constantly been working on my relationship with my mind and with my body.
At a certain point, I stopped caring what people think of me. Yeah I still get thoughts about “what if that person is looking at me” or “did they see my body in a certain light” but as I create space in my mind between myself and my thoughts, they trigger me less and I’m able to detach from them, decreasing the amount of emotional charge they create.
That being said I went butt naked in the changing rooms at my gym yesterday and also showered in the showers with no doors. I’m yet to have bottom surgery so honestly I was still kinda nervous but that’s a given. Nobody bothered me, in fact nobody gave a fuck and it felt liberating as fuck. Not sure anyone even saw me but that’s not the point, I did my thing regardless.
To celebrate my nakedness in the changing room, I’ll be doing it again this week and the week after and the week after. Bushes out guys