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Hi all! I need to vent a little, because it feels like I'm the only one in my surroundings struggling.
I'm turning 30 this year. We've been trying for our first since September 2024. I've had and early miscarriage (7 weeks) in late August 2025 for which I had to take medication to get the abortion started. Unfortunately, there was still tissue left so they had to do a D&C begin October to have everything removed. Then I had to take the pill for one cycle to build new tissue in my uterus. Luckily I got pregnant the next month, but that ended in an ectopic begin December, lost my left tube. In March I had my first fertility appointment. I immediately got the diagnosis PCOS, because of the multiple follicles and very irregular cycles. In April, they did an hysteroscopy where they still saw tissue from my first pregnancy that was left after the D&C and that now has to be removed with a surgery. I have my surgery next week hopefully after which I also hopefully get to start on Letrozole and do an IUI.
This all feels so tiring. I just want to be a mom so bad 🥺