I’m sitting alone in my bedroom and I’ve just had a strange experience that felt like I was shot into the past and then back to now, and now I feel like there is something waiting to get me and I’m really fucking scared. There’s nothing there visually but I can feel it all around me. Am I losing my mind? I feel like I’m not even real and I’m sick to my stomach.
I (M 17 if that’s relevant) was just on the toilet when all of a sudden it was like I had just been pulled from the past? It was like it was just December 2019 and I was in my old bedroom writing in my diary and I could smell the year if that makes sense and then all of a sudden I was in the toilet and I was regaining memories of the last 7 years as if I hadn’t lived them myself? I started panicking and I wanted to text someone about it but I don’t want my friends to think I’m crazy. Please help me, I’m so so scared.
I’ll answer any necessary questions just please please please tell me what’s going on, I feel like I’m going to be sick
During secondary school I was bullied horrifically for having lice (I did not have lice) and also just because people didn’t like me I guess. It totally ruined my life for a long time and still affects me today, ask me anything
When I was around 5 or 6 years old (the details are pretty fuzzy) my mum got diagnosed with a chronic illness, specifically myalgic encephalomyelitis / chronic fatigue syndrome. I’ve been a young carrer since secondary school and I’ve developed trauma from the whole experience. I’m open to answer any questions