Humbled by 4g of GT.
I’ve been doing psychedelics since the late 80’s, mostly LSD. I’ve done some pretty heroic doses, but nothing for the past few years. This summer I decided to cultivate for the first time, and while doing that tried some mail order APE and Shakti, 2g-5g. Had some decent trips and good introspection. After harvesting my GT’s I waited a month to reset since they are supposed to be less potent and I wanted to see what I grew. I did an orange juice/pineapple tek last night with them. I spent three hours realizing I don’t know a god damn thing. The world erupted into repeating Hindu like entities dancing around me, just dissolving my ego and laughing about it. For the first time ever I vomited while up. For a minute things got pretty scary but I was able to talk myself down pretty quick. The come down was filled with an intense feeling of loneliness, but in an oddly healing way. I can’t explain it.
I want to stress it wasn’t a bad trip, just …yeah. I don’t know if freshness is that big of a deal, or genetics, or a fluke, but I was not expecting that on 4g. I’ve spent the morning deleting Reddit comments where I act like I know anything. Ha! Everyone, please have a great day.