u/DisasterFew6512

I am 30F and unemployed for more than a year. Finished my PhD. Since then, I have been getting rejections. I am scared that I might be stuck in this phase forever.

Personal life has taken a hit, too, because of the career situation. Family pressure to get married, along with a nasty breakup a few years before. Feels like nothing works well.

Currently in my Rahu MD and Ketu AD. Even mercury AD was not great last year.

https://preview.redd.it/w518t0fuc95h1.png?width=642&format=png&auto=webp&s=ab5964c82783b68f72467cdc83abef04879b7ce5

Can anyone look into my chart and let me know whether I will get a job and a better personal life?

I just now entered 30 and feel like life is testing me over and over again. I am stuck in a phase where there is no progress in my career or my personal life. Currently unemployed, and not sure where this path leads. I am scared that I will be stuck in this phase forever. I have tried reading books and making positive affirmations, but every time a rejection pops up, I get disappointed. Now, of all the emotions that I have, I am actually scared. I am afraid to take the next step. What if I fail over there as well? I literally feel like I am stuck deep in a big hole, and someone is just pouring sand over me, knowing that I am there.

Added to this, family pressure to get married, I don't think I can even date now (had a nasty breakup a few years back).

Did any of you have this phase, and how did you tackle it? Does it get better?