u/Disastrous-Pop438

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Hello, 16M here.

I HAVE been diagnosed with adhd but my mom still refuses to let me take pills since apparently she says that “pills make you dumb”.

And I go to middle school, I’m a 9th grader and I‘m usually a straight A student. Usually by locking myself up in a room, No water, No food, No nothing. Just me and myself. All to hopefully force myself to study enough to brute force through adhd.

But two days ago, I’ve had an exam on math that was worth 10% of my grades. But this time, As soon as I saw the test paper I forgot everything I’ve forced myself to learn and I got a 6/15 on it.

When I came back home I had to tell her about it and as soon as she heard that she got mad and told me to fuck off.

And ever since, She just ignores me whenever I talk to her. Even when I told her that I tried my best and wanted to explain WHY I got such a grade.

Eventually, She just screamed at me and told me to not to talk to her until I “become a decent human being”

And later that day, She was praying for my sister and I told her “Can you at least pray for me too please?” And she told me “Why would I even pray for you? Your sister is in college while you’re still being a re**rded bitch who can’t even manage to keep up to middle school”

I’m still really unsure weather it’s my fault or not, I really wished I’d have done better.

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u/Disastrous-Pop438 — 20 days ago