u/DisastrousLeader7521

Like the title says, I can’t write verses for the life of me. I keep writing choruses accidentally 😩 I write about sad things all the time so whatever I write is always about how I’m feeling. I can’t for the life of me create a build up to how I’m feeling. It doesn’t help that English isn’t my native language. I can’t write in my own language cause that’s so not metal 😆

They’re good choruses in my opinion but I’ll need more than that obviously. Has any of you struggled with the same? How did/do you fix this issue?

I’ve read many times that tumescent lipo is better because the doctor can treat you while standing and adjust based on your silhouette in multiple positions. I understand that and all but HOWWWWW the FUGG do y’all do it?! I swear to god I shiver and start getting teary eyes just thinking about it and when I see video’s when scrolling. Let alone actually going THROUGH it. I just KNOW I could not do it, they could sedate me all they want, as soon as I see that canula and I hear those vibrations, it’s over. I’ll be shrieking like that viral goat meme from years ago 😭 On top of that, I have hypermobile Ehlers Danlos and I just know I’ll be one of those people who would feel everything because I didn’t get enough anaesthesia 🥴

I had to go to the coronary care unit one time because they thought I had a lung embolism. They had to put this little tube type of needle in to infuse me with contrast fluid and I barely survived that. 😭 when I do end up getting surgery, I’m definitely not doing tumescent. You tumescent ladies are true warriors.

What made you decide to go for tumescent and how the hell did you stay calm ?