40M returning to shrooms after 20 years. Solo night trip with fresh harvest while family sleeps. Dose & safety tips?
Hey everyone,
I’m in my 40s, a daily meditator, and returning to from prior lsd experiences to shrooms after a 20ish year hiatus. I need some advice on dosing and logistics for a quiet night-shift.
My Setting: I’ll be alone in a my living room with my two dogs after 10 PM. My wife and kid will be sleeping on a different floor. I cannot make too much noise but thats not my
goal anyway. Will have free access to the bathroom and the kitchen
Shroom: I won't have time to dry my first B+ harvest, so I plan to consume them fresh.
The Goal: An inward-facing, manageable experience (blindfolded with headphones). I want to feel the effects clearly but absolutely do NOT want to blast my mind into deep space.
For the above reasons I have a few specific questions for the community:
Dosing fresh: Given that they are fresh, what would be a safe, controllable dose (in grams) to keep things manageable?
Avoiding the "tweener" dose: I've heard that taking a dose that is "in-between" (higher than a microdose, but too low for a full trip) can cause intense anxiety and a stuck "come-up" feeling because the ego fights for control. What is the sweet spot for a fresh dose that gets me past this uncomfortable zone but remains safely manageable?
Timeline & Sleep: If I ingest them around 9 PM or 10 PM, realistically when can I expect the experience to wind down enough so that I can actually fall asleep?
Logistics: Any specific tips for managing pre-trip anxiety or doing a silent "night-shift" with dogs around?
Thanks in advance for any insights! 🙏