u/DizzyMagazine2090

I hate that they ruined my birthday I hate it after I had so many plans and none of them ever tried and just wanted to spend money and got a 1.5k cake when I didn’t even ask for it and now are not cancelling it
I feel like a gold digger and I will kms if they spend even one penny on me because they always remind me that they did this for me and they did that for me
I can’t shake off the feeling of feeling left out and feeling like I don’t belong anymore and even they made me feel like I’m an outsider and it’s really frustrating I do so much for them and they just casually do all this
It’s so fucked up
I hate them I hate them all
I wish I would go away from all of them

For background
I [18F], my boyfriend [18M], my roommate [17F] and my best friend [18F]
They are all my individual friends and don’t know each other and are certainly not close to each other. So It was my 18th birthday yesterday (a very big deal for me because adulthood) and I had just come out of a depressive year and I took this birthday as sort of my rebirth. I was excited and all and was told that my two friends and my boyfriend were preparing for my birthday. That being said I refused first because I did not want them to put their money on my birthday, but I agreed regardless. Yesterday was my birthday and no one talked to me for the whole day. They were busy preparing. I was crying the whole day but none of them came and consoled me or comforted me. Then I tell my boyfriend who knew why I was crying to not tell anyone anything but to my surprise I find out he was talking to both of them behind my back. I cried to my best friend too about being lonely and found out she, too told them everything that I talked about. I was livid over the fact that all of them were talking in an alliance behind my back and while I was sharing my pain in my own ways, they were doing this behind my back.
All three of them were continuously talking to each other WHILE I was hyperventilating and crying. They were telling each other what I’d said about each one of them.
Should I also mention that my boyfriend and one of the friends gave it to my face that I shouldn’t behave like this when they do so much for me and they were so busy preparing. I had made it clear that I wanted to spend time but I lost it all. I didn’t do anything on my birthday and all three of them were talking to each other the whole day. So now I canceled going and won’t be keeping much contact with any of them.

AITAH?

It was my birthday. I’m 18.

Adulthood huh? I cried the whole day. Lmao. Childish I know but I was alone the whole day.

My classmates talked to me today, normally I’m always alone and sit alone.

One of them gave me an eraser and I liked it:)

Bas mye sooch reddit pe birthday wish farming karne aajati hu😝😝😝
Nvm guys bye lol

Mei che kotar anin because I love kotar veri much
Magar I’m scared about the fact that what if I mistreat it?
I watched a dozen videos on YouTube about them.
Kotar are very social animals and pretty intelligent as well. Teim che territorial te asaan beyi che clingy asaan.

I’m thinking ki bi aan akh ya zi saxon shield koutar
I don’t wanna mistreat them te beyi che mye araam saan teiman hinz care karin

What do you guys think?
Should I get a pigeon or something else.

Also I won’t be clipping their wings and keeping them in cages, bi kar teiman saeith friendship 😝❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Kya ray?
Pls do tell me

Need help.

Geankhan market kae’ch baij khulaan subhay?
Aes che emergency of smth and need to get it
Pls if anyone could help that’d be appreciated!!!
Baki wasalam

Mei che akh doas, su che atheist banyovmut, he’s not a good friend just a friend’s friend. Temis yus girlfriend che su she chi muslim (ofc) but he says he does not want to change his ideology for her hence they don’t have a future, now su che karaan kemistaam hehermulkich kori saeith raabte, says he likes her (su’it che atheistai mgr chus hindu naaw)
I was talking about this and i said no i could never because they are indians at the end of the day and how could you just stay with an indian knowing what they have done (i know it is their govt, but regardless) and i was shut off saying its not that deep and it got me thinking ki reddit’as pyaeth che aes saeriy (almost) wanan the same thing, ki aes hyakov ni indias manz settle gasxcit. I just feel sad ki this is what our youth has come to.