u/Dizzy_Membership7155

 my main problem is not getting a girl or getting laid , my problem is that i just cannot make my mind or feeling to get into a relationship/even just physical with someone who has been with someone (even Muslim women are in physical relationships before marriage and with non Muslims ,that just against Islam) else it just hit rock-bottom to me , i can easily engage with casual even from my teen ,i had options ........ but i just cannot bring myself to it even now i can but now I'm afraid of the judgment , maybe rejection after seeing the fast track dating of todays people 🤔 i just want to keep a distance from this and even i try to push my self to that intimate stage with a woman now its make me think that she's really experienced what will she think of me if i says its my first time , will she make fun of me from inside as a genuine reaction , maybe she think of me as loser i guess ........ i could had easily engage with casual even from my teen ,i had options ........ but i just cannot bring myself to it even now i can but now I'm afraid of the judgment , maybe rejection after seeing the fast track dating of todays people 🤔

 tl;dr :my main problem is not getting a girl or getting laid , my problem is that i just cannot make my mind or feeling to get into a relationship/even just physical with someone who has been with someone else it just hit rock-bottom to me , i just want to keep a distance from this and even i try to push my self to that intimate stage with a woman now its make me think that she's really experienced what will she think of me if i says its my first time , will she make fun of me from inside as a genuine reaction , maybe she think of a loser i guess ........ i can easily engage with casual even from my teen ,i had options ........ but i just cannot bring myself to it even now i can but now I'm afraid of the judgment , maybe rejection after seeing the fast track dating of todays people 🤔