Is this abuse or am I overreacting?
Hi, this is my first time speaking about anything my parents have done. Im F18, and I turn 19 in October, I live in my parents camper in the backyard for about 700/months, plus lawn care and any other stuff they need done. I texted my dad that I didnt think I was going to be able to do the lawn because I was sick. He said id I didnt get it done, my power and water would be shut off. So, I went and mowed and threw up and almost passed out mowing. The next morning, he messaged me again, saying that I needed to weed eat. Because I wasn't able to rest or take medicine the day before because I was mowing, I felt WORSE than I did the day before. He hit me with the same ultimatum, weed eat or no power and water. I did it, and went to lay down. Woke up this morning with a text saying that I didnt do anything correctly and needed to redo everything by tonight or my water and power get shut off. I know they arnt bluffing because they have done it before, as well as kick me out before. When I did the stuff today, while still being sick, I actually passed out in the yard, and threw up. My dad said "Well, at least the throw up is fertilizing the grass". I was raised being told that kids are machines for their parents. That i need to work through being sick, broken bones, and other things. I have dealt with stuff my whole life from them, when I was 16 I snuck out, and when I got home, everything was out of my room except a bare mattress and a throw blanket. He had also installed 3 cameras in my room, as well as alarms on my windows. But he always said "At least im not beating you" or a couple times he has said "At least im not r^ping you." I dont know what to do. Any advice?