u/Donatello4evr

Hi gays! so I've been doing some soul searching and I've come to the conclusion that I am most likely a lesbian and I didn't think that I would have such a strong reaction. I love being queer, I love loving women, I love my community. I've been openly queer since 4th or 5th grade and most everybody in my life has known I was super mega gay since I was very young, but up until recently I thought I was just bisexual. whenever I get reminded that I truly just don't desire men in that way I just burst into tears this hasn't happened in public or anything and it usually only lasts a few minutes before I'm able to calm myself down but it's very strange to me. although I'm from deep south my mother and where I grew up was pretty progressive so I really don't get why I'm so weirded out. I just find it strange because I've never had a doubt in my mind that I love women even since I was a child but when I subtract men from the situation all of a sudden I'm having these weird crying fits??? Has anyone else experienced this how did you get through it

Hi gays! so I've been doing some soul searching and I've come to the conclusion that I am most likely a lesbian and I didn't think that I would have such a strong reaction. I love being queer, I love loving women, I love my community. I've been openly queer since 4th or 5th grade and most everybody in my life has known I was super mega gay since I was very young, but up until recently I thought I was just bisexual. whenever I get reminded that I truly just don't desire men in that way I just burst into tears this hasn't happened in public or anything and it usually only lasts a few minutes before I'm able to calm myself down but it's very strange to me. although I'm from deep south my mother and where I grew up was pretty progressive so I really don't get why I'm so weirded out. I just find it strange because I've never had a doubt in my mind that I love women even since I was a child but when I subtract men from the situation all of a sudden I'm having these weird crying fits??? Has anyone else experienced this how did you get through it

so I was in the kitchen making a PB&j and I noticed that my ears were starting to ring a bit which is weird but it does that sometimes so whatever and it goes away but then it comes back a little worse and my ears start to feel numb for some reason and and then my vision starts to get weird like everything is dimmer and it's just like hard to see and that escalates very quickly into basically just barely being able to see like being like temporarily blinded and around that my head started hurting a lot it felt like someone squeezing my head so I quickly finished my sandwich and put stuff away and sat down it didn't actually take too long to start feeling back to normal so that's good but IDK should I be concerned about this I wasn't even standing for that long (also in edit to the original post around the halfway point I was feeling dizzy and having to hold on to things to stay up IDK why I didn't mention that)

so I was in the kitchen making a PB&j and I noticed that my ears were starting to ring a bit which is weird but it does that sometimes so whatever and it goes away but then it comes back a little worse and my ears start to feel numb for some reason and and then my vision starts to get weird like everything is dimmer and it's just like hard to see and that escalates very quickly into basically just barely being able to see like being like temporarily blinded and around that my head started hurting a lot it felt like someone squeezing my head so I quickly finished my sandwich and put stuff away and sat down it didn't actually take too long to start feeling back to normal so that's good but IDK should I be concerned about this I wasn't even standing for that long