u/DonutCreative7871

A little lost in life right now. I don't exactly know what I wanna be so how about I find someone who would turn me into the girl of their dreams? You get your dream girl, I finally get to be a person someone adores, everybody happy.

I can't change everything obviously and it would be better if what you like already aligns with what I have so here's a short description of me:

-asian

-tanned

-petite

-long black wavy hair

-well read

- likes dark humor

- movie buff

- witty (sometimes)

Let's start small. Maybe change the way I dress, do makeup, hairstyle, and then progress to changing my diet, workout, etc. Who's interested? Tell me a little something about you and why you think I should give you a little bit of control over me. Open to something irl too but I highly doubt you're in my city.

Even dating apps don't work anymore and I feel hopeless. I do get matches but no one asks me out. Just a bunch of guys who either just wanna be penpals or wanna head straight to their place for first meeting. I feel really done right now and considering going to the club just to feel something. I know I won't find what I actually look for at the club but I feel so bad about myself right now. Like I'm only good enough to hookup with but not to take out. I'm 23 yrs old and don't look too bad. Already even tried giving older men a shot since there's more of them interested in me but they're no different than guys my age who only wanna hookup. I know there wouldn't be anything good to come from going to the club tonight but I'm really frustrated.