u/Dopamineoverdoser

Day 1 literally just gagging from nausea all day. Tried to eat almost puked. Any tips????

Everytime my bf is going out to do something w friends which frankly isn’t even super often, I get so mad. Sometimes I can hold it in at first but then after like 2 hours go by I start getting angry. Sometimes I can’t even hold it in at first like today he said he’s going out for a few hours and I’m irritated and can’t even pretend I’m happy or neutral. My entire mood shifts and it’s like logically I’m glad he’s getting out and stuff but I just CANNOT fight the feeling of why doesn’t he want to hang out w me instead, because ID ALWAYD CHOOSE TO HANG OUT W HIM OVER ANYONE

does anyone have successful ways to either manage or stop this. ….. at least to hold it in so I don’t drive him away by repeatedly throwing fits when he is going out. Genuinely feels like I’m a parasite on him

Note- we live together for a few months now and have been together near a year and half. He is very understanding but he finally got mad today when I started wailing about him going out (as he should) and I’m scared I’m driving him away now.