u/Dorfolaf

Hey ladies, I, like Lady Gaga, I like my Mt. Venus a little foresty? It keeps me warm and I don't feel very bare. Nobody knows how I look down there but me 😂. Yeah I am an asexual of sorts I like my life as is. So now I wanted to try out bikini waxing but when I wax my armpits si I feel pain wueh. And the chic who waxes me was my Campus mate yawa.

The thought of bearing myself like that and I'm attracted to women. What if I get wet? Msee and who said I need to shave anyways right? I'm no corn star. But haha ebu gather around sisters and be nice aye?

I am in my 2nd year doing my Masters of Theology. The day I started classes, 13th January 2025, was also the day my brother was admitted in hospital and he was dead in a month and 4 days. That wrecked and wounded me deeply. I remember that at the beginning of the year I had prayed that God would not let my faith be pegged on my brother getting better. His death really really broke my heart and mind.

I stopped praying. My grades have suffered quite a lot. It stopped being about how much I was enjoying God to just mundanely enjoying the mental work of classes. I have gone the full circle. Walking away completely while being a Deist, to still being in Seminary because it was a lifeline. I'm making my way back very slowly. I still find that my heart really struggles to trust God. I haven't given up yet.

I'm just wondering what others who have been where I now find myself handled this?