Crisis GEM Fresher from NIT(top 10) Mechanical Engineering
Hi , so like many other posts in this subreddit , I will start with my profile 97.33/92/7.41 in 10th/12th/UG.
I joined Mechanical Engineering in a decent NIT just so that I could carry a tag of Govt College and eventually do an MBA and switch to corporate roles .
I joined career launcher last year in this very time but in this 1 year I have hardly averaged 1 hour per day as I was really struggling in college and had to get my college exams right .
Now I tried my best to increase my intensity but I am struggling with DILR (like a lot , even one set seems like a huge thing) . My VARC is lacking in accuracy while quant is decent . But DILR is scaring me away form attempting my 1st mock
Secondly I am really confused about my life and I am sometimes crying at 2 am . I really don't wish to join a core engineering job which requires me to work in industries(if I don't manage CAT) .
And on top of that what being A gem fresher it doesn't end even after a good paper.
I would really love some guidance hope or some practical optimism if I can atleast get 1 decent mba admit after graduation so that I don't have to go for college placements . I am giving 2026 CAT
And for me decent admit would mean atleast NMIMS mumbai core ,IIFT delhi or IIM Trichy. Will I manage or how much percentile will I need .
I am going through a bad phase and really need support so please be kind to me . And if anyone has read message till here and feels for me , I sincerely thank and I hope u get blessed with all the happiness in life. Please help me direction my ruined life