u/DoubleInitiative7280

Ive started getting a lot of sexual thoughts about guys especially around my one friend and we playfully touch each other and it’s becoming harder and harder to keep in it’s not that I feel guilt it’s that I wanna be normal and I still like girls and I only wanna like girls but that gay feeling is there

October got together first kiss February first break up/pause mars got together again in late mars broke up again early April got together again middle April broke up late April now we are together again and we argue every day about everything she says she doesn’t see a future between us but I can’t break up (she broke up all the times we broke up I’m lost please help