u/DoughnutDazzling3413

My ex cheated on me by texting another girl and when I found out I was livid and I saw messages. I confronted him, and I told him never to speak to him again I blocked him for like five days, I told my friend about it and said she wants to speak to him. She spoke to him. SHe said he had a lot to say, and she thought that him and I should reconcile so then everything was somewhat ok, but I still had so much rage we didn’t get back together there were times that I would go to his house and have sex with him over and over again and the break up happened 6 weeks ago. MIND you he was my first You can imagine in this day and age the typical 23 year-old has already lost their virginity so you can imagine what I am going through emotionally as a woman . I would tell him like we can’t talk anymore I didn’t block him and then he messages me after five days talking about how he misses me and what not and I literally rejected him and then we had sex again. I told him I’m trying to move on. I’ve been on a few dates and I’m talking to people and I think that really hurt him the point where after a couple of days I told him that I wanted to get back together and he said no to me but now I think he’s ready trying to move on. I blocked him cause I don’t want him to reach out to me even if it’s just a hello because I feel like that makes me relapse and the crazy part was I messaged the girl not to tell her Off by just tell the truth and everything that happened and she sent him a screenshot and when he found out, he was so upset with me because he said it wasn’t her fault. It was his fault and I agreed as his fault but I don’t regret telling her. all of this happened in the space of six weeks I got spoke to him three days ago, which is also the last time we had sex . What do you think I should do?

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Cheated and moving on M/27 F/23