Was 17 days sober of cocaine until my friend OD’ed while in jail
I relapsed last night. But I didn’t go on a bender at least. A friend of mine died and I just idek man. Trying to be positive, if I did 17 days sober, I can do even longer this time. The last few weeks have been hard. An ex of mine ended up on our city’s most wanted list for assault or some shit, my friend died, I’ve had to drop so many friends bc they won’t respect that I don’t want coke around me. I just feel sad man. When will this sober thing get easier?
u/Downtown-Business815 — 17 days ago