u/Dr-Strange-14000605

Hi, I'm new to this community and look forward to sharing.

You know how on the video you see that ball in the middle straight away? In reality, there was so much going on that I didn't notice it until towards the end. Clowns jumping through hurdles, running around, doing work. A massive one in the middle watching me.

Introduction

I hope the video works. I'm going to sleep soon as I've been working on it all day, now yesterday, and wanted to share right now. I'm a bit buzzed still. (It took me so long to write I literally have to get up in 2 hours)

First time was around 30 hours before I post this. I'm still effected by it.

Scale said 8mg. I'll get a new one. I'm sensitive to other substances so knew to go low. Thank God.

Context/Prior Experience

I was lying on my bed with headphones (no sound) and a good eye mask.

I've struggled a lot with depression, anxiety. I've done a lot of work, meditation to be where I am now. I use THC off and on, mostly on.

I had a nightmare trip with psilocybin (which I love) 4 years ago and haven't touched it since. So although I have some psychedelic experience, I have trauma associated with that headspace.

Trip Report

I did a tiny test in the morning, got scared off by the feeling but promised to come back. That night I meditated for it, but couldn't rest so just went for it. My own voice in my head was saying "Keep going, keep going" but this turned into someone else's voice. Not sound but a presence. It became the background sound of a machine. The taste of DMT was strong and unfamiliar.

No geometry/visuals, just the feeling of my body expanding before I separated from it. Not like astral projection at all. More like reality melting away. I saw an eye in a triangle smile at me. I asked them (mentally) to let me put my vape away and relax. They waited for me to do so.

I was extremely nervous. But there was no where to run! Literally no escape after that point. I knew trying to ignore them wouldn't be a good idea.

I floated up and reality as I knew it disappeared. I was still my conscious self. The room wasn't my bedroom but a different space made up of 4 cubes. I was there almost instantly. I was the room. I was me, seeing yet also expanded. Inside the experience. Not a dream, or distant feeling, right there.

There were at least 6 clowns in that room. 1 in the middle was taller than the rest. He'd look at me whilst the other 5+ ran around. They kind of looked like Ronald McDonald but less creepy. Curly wigs, painted white faces, red smile, big gloves. Not creepy clowns at all. No sharp teeth.

There was this grand feeling of everything leading up to this moment. Past (memories), present (me), future (blank/black silhouette) connected.

These people were architects/builders/engineers. They were building and maintaining reality. They were so excited to have someone see their work and appreciate it. I was in the corner ceiling, floating around the room, just as shown in the vid. There were colourful conveyor belts and machinery. I was too overwhelmed to register anything during.

I saw a clown lady carrying a battery over her head and running with it. They seemed small. They would jump through the spinning hurdles, busy.

Thinking back, I loved it. But at the time I was so scared because I didn't know what to expect. Didn't know if the trip could take a bad turn. My focus was on staying calm and open.

I thought fear would alter the trip negatively. But these people were kind, reassuring and happy to have me.

Whilst I was looking around, the main one kept showing me objects that the others would carry open. I had no idea what they were but was impressed.

I remember telling them how great their work was. At first I said it to appease them but I genuinely meant it after a moment. I knew they knew what I was thinking/feeling but there wasn't any backlash.

The main clown hung around the centre. He was larger, moving to keep with me as I was moved around the room. My eyes were everywhere.

I felt loved and welcomed. The main clown touched my face and looked at me in a familiar way. I felt it. I said to him "I'm sorry but this is overwhelming and I have to go." He nodded. I felt my physical body and took my eye mask off. I went on my phone to get some music on to regulate. Everything was shiny. After calming down, I couldn't go back into the space.

I did take a few hits later but was scared off by the threshold. It was easier to pass when I had no idea what I was doing. I literally felt beings behind a closed door. It was like being on a doorstep, knocking and then running away out of fear when the door started to open. They really wanted me back. I still feel it now.

Thoughts

These beings do a lot of work to upkeep reality. I suddenly appreciate everything so much more. I can feel them now which makes me feel comforted.

At first I thought they were machine elves because they were working on machines. I'm surprised that clowns are considered jesters (I did a little "research" afterwards), I assumed they were not the same.

What shocked me is that it surpassed any expectation. I had no idea what was happening until it happened. I didn't do any real research before hand, just skimmed trip reports. I have know about DMT for years but it didn't really register what it was. Even with weed, psilocybin in the past.

About the Animation

Process

Done in Blender 5.1 something. Maybe over 10 hours straight. Breaks for sanity. I searched up nearly everything. I used Maya (software) at College and made a donut in Blender 5 to 7 years ago. I haven't 3D-modeled in years and I'm new to animation.

There's so many missing details it'd take another post to describe everything.

Takeaway

I have a whole new appreciation for whatever this is. The one thing I know for certain is that I have no idea what's going on. But things aren't nearly as bad as I perceived before. I'm so happy reality appears stable. I wanted to escape my life before, now I'm happy to be here. I stopped vaping nicotine instantly without effort (short term user).

Newbie Questions

Was this considered a breakthrough? I read you have to take 20mg for a breakthrough.

Is it regular to still feel a presence? A call back? Like something is waiting for me to come back.bwhat do you think?

I want to jump back in and stay away at the same time.

I want to animate more. I was inspired by Terrance McKenna when he said we needed artists to bring back the experience. I hope you enjoy it. The entities want to be known and appreciated for their unseen efforts. A little acknowledgement goes a long way.

Thanks for reading.

TL/DR

Grid around Earth, beings wanted to merge with Earth but Grid was in the way.

Then a dream about being chosen by unseen beings and having to disclose this to family.

More details below. In Segments so you can skip through.

The Intro

Hi, I'm new here. I hope by sharing this I can gain some clarity and connect with people who have had similar experiences or knowledge on the topic. I rarely post.

To summarise, I was contacted by a being that had a message about the world. I didn't understand it. It was to do with a grid around Earth and dimensional beings trying to merge with our reality.

I'll share the Astral experience then the dream I had days later. I personally believe reality, dreams and astral are just different versions of the same thing. Consciousness. But there does seem to be a underlying layer of reality that effects us. I want to figure it out.

The Astral experience

I entered the astral through a meditative state. But a woman who claimed to be my higher self interrupted my intended experience with her message.

I stood in a room that resembled space/void. There was a woman there with me. A holographic image of Earth appeared. Large, like we were actually in space viewing it.

I wasn't interested in what the being had to say at the time but she spoke anyway. She moved around the room like a person talking whilst I watched the Earth.

A grid appeared on the image of the Earth. Large squares, as big as countries. I'd estimate the Earth to be divided into 144 squares that surround it, maybe more. I got the impression each square represented a specific person or consciousness. This wasn't confirmed.

The squares started off green. But one by one, they turned red before disappearing.

She told me that "they" (her and my people) were waiting for all the squares to go out before they could come and merge into our reality. Behind the darkness, I could sense what I can only describe as a fleet of ships.

She spoke as though I was on her team or it was my responsibility to help. My astral form was not bothered at all. I felt that any outer being had abandoned me on Earth. That I regretted agreeing to come here. I've voiced this opinion to them before but they still treat me as their own and I can't leave. But I'm very conflicted and change my mind all the time.

The Extraterrestrial seem to me to be beyond our dimension. Not necessarily from space but not from here. So far I've only seen them as human but they definitely can shapeshift. They like to pick people I recognise. Sometimes I think I can only perceive them if my brain recognises them. They seem cold, detached, like scientists but not evil. My best guess is they're humans from the future. Whatever that means. They're not above manipulating people but do insist it's in the best interest. I believe they do care about me but I'm not going to trust them blindly.

The experience is on my mind and I saw other people talking about a grid so thought I'd add to the collective experiences.

Unnecessary details that took place before.

This took place on 30/May/2026.

I had meditated to induce this experience. I was stuck spinning for a minute whilst "You Spin Me Round" was playing.

The spinning wasn't just a feeling either, I could see the room moving in its typical blue hue.

There was a moment I couldn't leave my body and this shadowy figure just sat right next to me, staring. The fear barrier was an "evil bald guy" trying to scare me in a metallic room.

The the next thing I know I'm in space.

Afterwards in the astral.

I left the space room because I was on my own mission. I walked outside and to my surprise, the landscape was hellish. Reddish skies and two demonic looking entities nearby. A beautiful non-human man and woman with red skin. I had gone to the astral to perform a ritual but ended up hanging out with the two entities. They seemed cool. My consciousness eventually faded into a recurring dream about running away.

A Vivid Dream (days later) The disclosure

Last night I had a dream about being a representative for extrestial life. It was odd and stood out to me so I'm sharing this also.

I was outside, looking at the stars, communicating with something invisible, before I entered the house.

My family had come to visit me and they sat at the table. I explained to them to give me grace and remain quiet until I was done speaking. They were usually quiet, almost wide eyed, unsure.

I walked around the table, took a moment with each member to place a hand on their back and think something loving to connect. I muttered protection spells whilst doing so. It was a way to bless them. They thought I was being weird but waited.

I made my way around the table until I was back in front of them. I put out my arms and levitated. This display was to prove to them I had been chosen by whoever was visiting Earth. They wouldn't make contact with the others but through me.

Sorry the dream sounds so arrogant, that's just how it happened.

Okay, that's it. I'll share more if anyone is interested.

My questions to you.

Have you had a similar experience?

Do you know any more about what's going on?

What's your theory?

How do you feel about all this?

Thank you for reading. I appreciate it. I'm open to hearing whatever your own personal experiences are. I hope someone has more insight than me.

I'm going to put this experience into a box until I know what to do with it.

First Experience. Clowns (Jesters). Short Animation.

Grid Around Earth. Extraterrestrials Waiting to Merge With our Reality. Astral. Dreams. Disclosure to Family.