Lonely & scared.
(This has been crossposted to r/fibromyalgia, I hope that's OK. I have fibro but find this group invaluable)
I'm so lonely cos I can't leave the house & I'm stuck with my highly unsupportive & emotionally abusive parents. I'm so scared because an endoscopy left me not sleeping for 10 days. This activated my fibro in a way I've never experienced before, & now it's in full, out-of-control runaway train mode. I know it's being fired up by the tremendous anxiety of being in so much pain, as well as super-fun mystery pelvic agony, which I'm booked an MRI for.
I saw a doctor on Monday & he genuinely seemed to give a s***. He was not dismissive like all doctors I've seen. However all he did was up my Duloxetine a tiny bit. Genuinely, how am I supposed to carry on like this?