u/DragonSongArtist

Like I wanna get better (sometimes), but I also want to self harm? But sometimes it's like I dont *really* want it, I want to want it. I dont know if you understand what I mean but yeah. Is this normal? It's kinda like how when you're so deep into bad mental health and you want to get better but at the same time it's comfortable there, because that's what you know.

I dont know if this is the same thing, because its not like I cut that often. I do other forms of self harm though. None of it is severe though. It's usually very surface level (though ofc that's not good either). I dont do it religiously either. But I sometimes feel like I have to cut, because otherwise im not valid, or something like that? So maybe that's why I want to want to cut. Like I sometimes cut because I feel like it ig.

But I guess the question is, why do I want to cut, meanwhile also not wanting to and wanting to get better? And why do I also at the same time want to want it?

I dislike nestle but as the title says.. what happens to the workers? If they were already doing bad enough to have to work there, then what would happen if they lost their job and had no form of income? If we are morally obligated to stop buying from nestle shouldn't we also have to solve the whole problem and not just half of it? I am genuinely confused. I do not buy from nestle and neither do my parents, but someone close to me brought up this issue because they buy it.

Edit: this is mainly a concern for third world countries. People in my country or similar countries can afford to lose their job for a while