I'm always unhappy with life and I see no point in moving forward. I feel like I've given up. Everything is depressing and I've always been lonely. People have not been understanding and have made me feel worse. Nothing has gotten better. I'm just depressed, lonely, and angry sometimes. I've given up. I can't find a reason to keep going anymore. I hate this is what life is.
I feel like no one will ever want me and never see me as good enough. I feel like there's no point in even talking about this. People won't understand and will just make me feel worse. I feel like no girl will ever want me. I'm extremely quiet and shy and introverted. I can't start conversations with people and keep it going most of the time. I feel like I won't be interesting to anyone. They'll see me as boring. I'm afraid they'll judge me and see me as a loser. I can't go up and talk to anyone unless they talk to me first. Every time I go out I can't do it. I can't even really talk to people at work. I don't know if anyone sees me as attractive. People don't understand. I'm 31 and still alone.
I've always been really lonely and it makes life feel depressing. I feel like I'm not good enough. People don't understand me. I'm really bad at talking to people and even if I try to put myself out there I know people are not going to talk to me and I'm not going up and talking to anyone. It's hopeless. It's a waste of time to even go out. I feel like I've given up.