Sick of feeling alone even though I have a handful of close friends
I have a pretty small social circle. Maybe 5 or 6 friends, but only a couple who I speak to daily.
I’m dealing with a lot personally and it just sucks not having anyone who actively checks in and talks to me on a daily basis.
My anxiety just keeps me thinking the worst shit.. like.. maybe people just don’t care to get to know me. Maybe I’m just not popular amongst my friend group. Maybe they’ve decided they don’t want to be friends with someone dealing with the kind of shit I’m dealing with. I constantly get into my head when I’m alone and assume the worst of the people that are in my life. And it’s just a vicious cycle.
Put myself out there and reconnected with someone romantically recently too, for the first time in over a decade. And was ghosted hard this week. Maybe I’m in my own head…. But I’m just sick of feeling alone all the time and not having someone who cares enough to check on me daily… idk