Im sorry if i dont choose the right words English its not my first language but i need advicre im tired of trying to stop eating and i dont mean stop eating at all, i just mean stop eating junk and garbage food and normal food but to stop eating SO MUCH, all day all i think is food and what can i cook to keep eating more, im currently in treatment for this and even medication isn't working, every day i go to bed thinking i stop tomorrow and feeling guilty about what i eat that day but the next day is the same autodestructive cicle, before every meal i feel ready and like im gonna be able to control myself but when I'm eating i just forget everything and lose control, i already tried everything, drink lots o water, meal prep, eating whitout distractions, calorie counting, everything, every time i found the way to eat more, its like a lapse where im not myself.
I even tried to accept this and live whit it but its unhealy, i keep gaining weight and I'm not happy.
Have anyone experience this? And where you able to stop? If so leave your advice Please.