u/DramaticLows486

I’m naturally a very self destructive person, and recently I feel as if I’m too focused on male validation which really takes a toll emotionally, as well as being a person I don’t want to be. I feel too caught up in my own world, I have very little social skills, and Im incredibly emotionally dysregulated.

i feel like I’ve reached this point where I am someone I don’t want to be, from how I act, to who I talk to, to how I present myself, and how I will be well then completely ruin it for short term satisfaction. Where do I go from here? I’m already in counselling, and I’m not sure ive made any progress there. I just feel like I need something in me to be fixed, or healed, where can I start?

its been 4 months since we’ve broke up, and I miss him so much I actually dk what to do. I started the gym, counselling, and I’ve tried rebounding through casual stuff after a couple of months and I still have this huge like hole where he should be. I just miss seeing him so much, and I know he’s moved on and I think he has a new girlfriend. How can I stop feeling pain just right now bc Id do anything to have him specifically back, he was like the kindest, must put together, sweetest person ever. Am I gonna stop feeling like this, I really want to be with him