u/Dramatic_Committee91

Indian this, Indian that. South Asian this, South Asian that. Packi, Shit Eater, Curry muncher. All the same vile shit I see online on a daily basis.

I am ready to leave this world. No matter how hard I will try in life. Money I make. Hygiene or stylish, born and raised in America, all my value is ALWAYS diminished when people see my features and see I’m a south Asian man. Why even be specific that I’m Pakistani? Not like people can even tell the difference.

Muslim/Hindu. It doesn’t matter for these people. A couple extra brown people in one area and it’s a “invasion”. The “where are you from” question. I’m a damn American, but that’s not what they’re looking for. Its infected my mind that im really inferior. I hate myself, my parents, anyone that looks like me. I feel useless in this society. People who get famous hate their south Asian side, look at Freddie mercury.

Arab people hate me cuz even if I AM Muslim, I’m a “dirty” Pakistani. And those Arabs they are royalty! Because they get to mark Caucasian on the census! Congratulations you guys are above us. Latino people hate us, black people hate us, East Asian people hate us. I hate myself and will continue to until I die.