Hey guys,
Do you think this photo shows enough of my face in a CV? This is the only really presentable and high-resolution photo I've got that shows me playing the violin.
Hey everyone,
so I need your help, very urgently. I need to apply for an important audition this week-end and they require the pdf version of the original score for the accompanist. However, I accidentally gave my version from Edition peters to another accompanist, with whom I play on another concert, which is why I cannot scan the score as a document. The deadline for the submission is on Sunday already and I would be incredibly thankful if someone, who happens to be in possession of the "Bruch violin concerto - Edition Peters EP 4590", could scan the pages of the piano score of the 1st mvmt and send it to me as pdf file. You would absolutely save my whole situation!😭😭😭
Thank you in advance!!!!
And it seems there is no way to get out of this endless cycle of pouring my feelings towards someone who doesn’t want me, as long as I still see him regularly.
My eyes automatically navigate towards him, whenever he’s around. I‘be tried to stop myself from doing so, I’ve felt quite guilty about this behavior, about putting myself into an inferior position, in which I as a person am dependent on his personal choices of whether or not to like me.
But I can’t help it- Watching him fills me with joy, I want to feel this rawness of a feeling, this admiration for someone as perfect as him.
At the same time, being around him makes me indescribably sad and torn apart - and self-conscious.
There is nobody I could possibly tell all my thoughts about him to, nobody I could describe his beautiful side profile to. But I just need to get it out.
Unrequited love is both something tempting and painful.
I wish that one day, I’ll experience more than one-sided emotion.