Loss of my cat. So much guilt
I had to make the decision yesterday morning that it was my cat's time. He had stopped eating and drinking water. He had been to the vet so many times but nothing work so I had to make the decision to put him to sleep. It was the hardest thing I had to do. Now I feel so much guilt. Today, I started cleaning up his things. Donated his food and litter to the local humane society, and got his belongings and put them in a bin for storage. The litter box was the last thing I needed to do but I stopped because it had dawn on me that it hasn't even been 24 hrs since he passed and I am already getting rid of his stuff. It had only been hours but it felt like it had been days since he passed. Realizing this it made me feel more guilty and made me feel like a really bad cat dad cause I was already getting rid of his stuff so soon.