I'm asking the thing which no one ever asked here before. Please read body
I'm 24. Works for MNC in healthcare. Now the thing is I was in love with a girl during my college days. She got engaged and then married. She don't want to loose contact with me because she still feels connection (me too). And as expected that marriage was done under pressure of family and society.
I don't know about her but now I'm not able to unlove her. I don't want myself to get affected by her actions anymore. Idk what she feels but I'm suffering by her words and actions whenever we both contact due to any college regarding work. Her words and actions aren't matching (since last 2 years though). But idk why I was with her. Personally I don't think as anything affects her regarding me (this js my thought on basis of my observation, not reality so don't judge please)
I just want to unlove her so I can love myself first and then someone. I hate any kind of feelings, attachments and emotions as of now. I don't want to hate her. Never ever.
I would love to hear from female perspective so i can understand her too. And i wanna know about how to unlove now...
No jokes please
Sorry about the grammar, I'm not really in a state to read what I'm typing right now.