u/Dry-Drawing-9780

a month and 8 days ago to be exact i disembark from my cruise job , i didn’t quit officially i just don’t want to come back to that life. i feel that i cannot have a long term relationship, or any emotional stability. i just decided it was a time for a change i was feeling like in a loop where i can just runaway from my reality in my country but when i go back in my vacation is still same, nothin has been changed.
now i’m stuck at home, living with my grandma and i have no idea where i am going and i feel completely lost . i am 29 F, i traveled a lot and i feel grateful for that but sometimes i just compare with others cause i don’t have a house, i don’t have a car, i don’t have any important job or position to be proud.
anyway, in the middle of this i feel happy cause i was just tired to keep moving here and there just by my own.
i applied to a master in a international university but the anxiety of don’t know anything is killing me, sometimes i feel i’m not doing anything… just wanted to share with you guys.
thank you if you take the time to read me

hi guys, i just want to ask if someone applied for Master in cognitive forensic science and if you receive any pre acceptance or something? i send my application on march 1st but still no answer of anything. i sent also an email but they didn’t reply 🫠 i am a bit worried. (i am non-eu)