Pregnant and depressed
I’m 31F, currently 16 weeks pregnant, and soon to be first-time mom. I just really want to get this off my chest because I honestly don’t know who to talk to about it.
Ever since I found out I was pregnant, parang sobrang dalang ko lang maging masaya. Lately, I’ve been crying almost every night for the past few weeks.
I love my baby and I’m happy that he/she is here but at the same time, sometimes I can’t help feeling trapped or overwhelmed by everything that’s happening. Because of how emotional I’ve been, I end up feeling guilty too. Lagi akong nagsosorry kay baby kasi parang lagi na lang akong malungkot at umiiyak.
Does this feeling ever get better? Some days I honestly feel like giving up, but then naiisip ko si baby and I keep going. I just really hope my baby comes out healthy, strong, and hopefully not as iyakin as his mommy 😅