u/Dry-Selection-6785

I'd only just started demonolatry less than month ago, but I felt the most drawn to King Asmodeus from the beginning.

Not to go into the details but, as someone who suffers from intermittent depression (diagnosed), even if I want to do something, I often simply don't. Even things I enjoy.

I was thinking for a few days how I did not say my prayers or give any offerings for nearly over a week now, and just now I was very stressed about that although I'm still not doing it (people who has suffered from depression would know best), and suddenly I intuitively hear this in my head where I'm told I don't have to do the ritual or offering when I feel it as a chore, but rather only when I'm comfortable and it feels natural.

That it doesn't change anything, because it's not something I decide.

I felt like that was really sweet, and I felt the familiar warmth that I always almost physically feel when I feel the King communicate with me.

Ngl, for someone who's associated with lust, passion and strong, fiery emotions, my experience has only been gentle and full of hope and tenderness, with a feeling of safety (makes sense maybe, because I started with seeking his protection).

I'm quite grateful.

I'm pretty new to demonolatry even if I knew about this before.

Because of a bad situation in my life, I started praying to King Paimon because I always admired him. But I feel like there's some kind of blockage between me and him? I'm not sure. What could be the reason?

Apart from that, I'm also now practising for King Asmodeus although I don't have any problems regarding a love life or lust, since they aren't my area of interest. But I've simply felt an inexplicable pull toward him, and whenever I speak to him by holding his sigil, I feel warmth and safety.

Is this normal? It's true I started with asking for his protection. Nevertheless, I'm happy with how the warmth makes me feel.

I also wonder, working with King Paimon and King Asmodeus together is okkay?

Thanks for your valuable answers.

Hi. I'm new to this, although not completely new to the idea.

I have been practicing manifestation for a while now. Although I never got exactly what I asked for, I have often been blessed. Things have more or less gone my way, despite my constant familial problems.

That aside, recently I have had a very big issue going on with my parents, especially my mother. Although I have done nothing wrong (simply practised my autonomy, didn't harm myself or anybody else), I am at a state of tension with my mother where she might not be safe for me.

Out of desperation maybe I called upon King Paimon (as he was always the one I felt most connected to).

But I don't have a space to create an altar and properly worship him.

I drew his sigil and wrote a letter to him specifying my needs and humbly requesting him, as well as make small clay charms and sweets as offerings (since I heard he likes sweets and art) and have been repeating his enn in my head for almost every hour of the day.

One thing I noticed is that I felt a warmth in the left side of my body despite being in a cold place, so I know it's not external.

In this kind of situation, with no proper privacy, how can I properly call him for a pact?

Thank you for your knowledge and advice.