This always happens to me and I hate it so much cause then I can’t keep arguing or talk even without crying and then I just look like a baby and then no one takes me serious. Plz explain
I have been celibate exactly for 1 yr 1 month, and I am just so unbelievably h#rny. The whole reason why I decided to abstain from sex is that I realized that, as a woman, sex is more emotional and deeper to us than it is for men. I was constantly catching feelings for the people I was intimate with, as well as my emotional relationships not working out, so I just stopped having sex overall. I am just so frustrated, and sometimes I wish I could have some good sex again. I miss it so much, but sex is so deep, and I can't really do it anymore if it's just anyone; there has to be some type of love for each other or connection. I can't do one-night stands or sneaky links or friends with benefits because I end up catching feelings or feeling just dirty afterwards. I also did have a very hypersexual time in my life about 2-3 years ago, where I was just doing anything lol but now I just can't anymore. UGHHHHHH idk what to do honestly I'm stuck. I miss it but at the same time I just want to feel loved and not used.