This is making me go insaneeee
I have had a crush on this girl (who also happens to be a pretty close friend) for several months now. It is driving me insane and I really need clarity. I’m not even sure if she likes me back (like 70% sure she doesn’t), especially because I haven’t told her I am sapphic.
At this point, I just want to get it off my chest. It’s really becoming difficult to act normal around her (I am just really awkward now) and I don’t want this whole thing to be weirdly one-sided. Of course I would rather that she feels the same about me, but I think either way I would be better off knowing than pining over it.
Should I just confess and get it over with so that I can move on? Or, would it be better if I just let it die on its own? How should I go about confessing if I decide to? I have never really had a crush this long before and i’m not sure what to do.