Can’t let go of him off my mind
I (27/F) am in a very confusing kinda situationship with this guy (32/M) who’s my brother’s childhood friend. I met him after ages in my brother’s wedding which was 4 months ago.
He told me he used to crush on me since a long time but i didnt notice and he didnt confess either.
Now he had a gf for almost 3 years and he was really excited to get to see me again after all these years. We started talking and 2 weeks after my brother’s wedding it was my birthday and we went to a restaurant kinda like a date but it wasnt an official date. It was a sweet one though. We continue talking he have become my bread and butter and i know that he’s into me as much as i do. We went on another date which we both planned to have some drinks and got intimate after having a long conversation. We both tell each other what we did was really wrong but end up sleeping together.
Whilst all these he still have his long distance gf.
We went on another official date where we sleep again with mutual agreement.
Im so into this guy now i cannot stop thinking about him. We used to keep calling each other all the time and one sweet thing is he would always call me up in the morning and fall asleep on the phone together. It becomes our daily ritual.
The LDR gf is back in town and now i feel like he is a bit distant from me but he didnt miss our daily morning ritual.
What do I do with this situation?
I want him so badly.