Without him I feel like my life is purposeless, my whole world collapses infront of me, I have no interest with my own family members and their conversations, It's been 4.5 years and I just can't move on, I am almost 26
So I was very angry on this guy who tormented me for years, used me and treated me very badly. I somehow wanted to vent out my anger, So I took his picture circled his head and scratched his face, wrote things like how he tormented me and what all consequences he has to face in red pen then I cut the paper into pieces put it in the commode and peed on it and flushed it by wishing him bad... Did I just do witchcraft, will all the things I wished to happen to him, will they certainly happen ?
Actually I am very unhappy at the moment, stuck up with a guy, it's one sided love and I am not able to move on, it's been 4.5 years already, right now I don't want to get married in my head until I get over him, but it feels so impossible, please help!!!