u/Due-Locksmith-7615

Im exhausted, Im so sick and tired of panicking and freezing up as my dad yells at me for not being able to back up into the parking space. Ive gotten more confident about driving faster around our trailer parks the fastest i would go before was 5-10 mph so im happy that im now at 20 without fear. But that dammed parking space im sure with enough practice ill get it. something im looking forward to though is driving with my co workers, I made a deal with them since I worked a shift in could've spent driving with my dad and practicing, they would give me a driving lesson.

Its pretty far about 45 minutes on a good day. id have to uber there everyday because I don't know how to drive. I told myself that I didn't mind and that I needed to gain experience. The staff seemed friendly and they'd be willing to train me. However the doctor wants to start me off at 14 dollars per hour. I understand im new but isn't starting typically 16 in texas? I had originally asked for 15-18.

Ive been trying my best to learn how to drive with my dad and it hasn't been going well. I just wanted to get over my fear of driving so I signed myself up for a driving school. I have more avaliable hours with my current job than what I would of i started this job with them. Which would also cut into my time trying to schedule lessons with the driving school.

I know I got myself into this mess but I genuinely need advice because my RDA license is about to expire soon, I thought getting a job and actively working as an RDA would have been my best shot to hold onto my license before I would have to renew it. I told myself the experience was worth it and would outweigh the costs. However now im having doubts if this was the right call at all.

Should I just call the office and tell them i can't work for them? Learn how to drive for real with more flexible hours than the office would provide (cause as far as i know they haven't told me what days i have off) and then start applying for jobs for hopefully better pay. Or stick it out and make the most of this opportunity. Since more time will pass anyway and the window to renew my license will close soon. I just need advice.