u/Due-Possession-7817

stuck at the crossroads, living a life that i feel is not mine.

Feeling i do not fit into any group or community

Need your guidance, it is tough

Like external circumstances are punishing me

I am melancholic, and there's much more going on inside me than outside. I feel like i am living the wrong life. No matter where I go, whether it's work or education, people, relationships, my most desired dreams, nothing connects, either the people doesn't accept me , or external circumstances. Working at a job I hate and despise. Feeling like i want to dissapear right now into the void, like death will liberate.