u/DueSkill7785

Hello,
I am a ‘F32’ boyfriend is a ‘M34.’ We have been together over 2 years. We recently are moving in together. I have two concerns:

1. My job is what I call in limbo now. Meaning I do not know where I will be and in what capacity due to the changes coming up. Therefore, financially I want to hold on to my money. He is willing to pay for all vacations we want to take by himself and I am willing to wait to go on vacation until I have more money.
2. The cost is a lot. I know I cannot afford to help. He has a lot more savings than I do. He wants to pay the security deposit but I am uncomfortable with this.

I have a past of an abusive ex who would hold money over me. When we broke up, I was left with nothing.

I guess my real question is how do I explain to my boyfriend that him offering as much money as he does makes me feel uncomfortable. I have an apartment right now that I pay by myself and feel very independent. Moving is costing more than staying where I am.

Long story short:
I am a 35(f) and am on birth control, an antibiotic, singular, and take vitamins. (129 pounds) I have allergies and got an endometrial polyp removed.
I have a sinus infection on the same week as my period. I noticed a swollen lymph node on the bottom of my armpit pit. It does not protrude out and you have to feel under to find it. It hurts less today but hurt worse yesterday.

Should I wait to see if it goes away or email my gynecologist?