u/Due_Doctor_869

Problem/Goal: I’ve seen my husband’s secret tiktok account and I (against my better judgement) snooped around and checked the recently watched videos. A lot of it was this girl “dancing”. Please advise.

Context: I’ve seen some saved pictures in the past. Women online or even celebrities’ nudes and they all share the same features. Chinita, Maputi, Maliit, Slim. I happen to be the opposite lol and I dunno what to think.

I accidentally saw another tiktok account on my husband’s phone. Curiosity got the best of me. I looked through his watch history and almost all were of this girl who post dancing videos. She does not look like me at all. Not one of those girls look even a bit like me. I’ve also had seen some saved nudes of celebrities that have the same features. I don’t know if that’s normal and I don’t know if I’m just insecure. I’ve just been recovering from a low self esteem and this took a huge toll on me.

TLDR; I’m not my husband’s type. I know he still lusts over women who looks nothing like me. I’m insecure and needs advice.