Need some encouragement
I have a 10.5 year old American Bulldog. He is my soul dog. My baby. The best most loving gentle giant. His quality of life has diminished. He had his ACL go out on one leg last year and being so old for his breed a surgery wasn’t in the cards. Besides that he always struggled with skin allergies. Special food, shampoo, and medication. Apoquel changed him for the worst. More skin bumps but it cured his boils that would burst and bleed so it was give and take. He doesn’t move much anymore. Sleeps 23 hours a day no matter what I try. Can’t hear or see. So we as a family decided it was time to let him run free on the rainbow bridge and while I know this is what is best for him I can’t stop crying. He is everything to me. I love this dog like my own. He is my best friend. Today is the day and I can’t get over that I will never get to kiss his sweet nose or rub his soft ears again. Thank you for reading.