u/DwightSchrutesaway

Hello breasties …Tell me your ways and methods on how you keep your mind from not unravelling. I can usually sense , my mind going down the terrible pit of doom where I self wallow or feel utter despair and have to actively do something else to not let my mind go there
My current method is to get up from wherever am sitting and dance to music (has to be peppy) immediately otherwise its self wallow and crying and sadness for me and there is only so much crying one can do . But I think my mind is catching up and I need different methods or tricks up my sleeves

I am smack in the middle of my chemo , where I look like an egg , no hair and almost no eyebrows & eyelashes

Today I caught my self putting my non existent hair behind my ears while talking , my husband didnt understand what happened but I quickly moved on but later I did get teary eyed thinking about my hair ….just about anywhere. I even miss my nose hairs ;( Bloody boogers are no fun.

Also this week , I realised , my chemo centre has the worst washroom lights and mirror placement..makes me look way more sicker than I feel , so thats great .

And also when will my beloved taste buds come back and food actually taste like food? I made my favourite matcha latte yesterday, after months while fully ready to face to consequences of diarrhoea and hot flashes, only to find my matcha latte tastes like cardboard now. I am on my 5th taxol and have 7 more to go

Anybody who was +++ and stage 3 with lymph node involvement AND got PCR after the surgery ? Please leave a comment.

Fuck you cancer ! Everyday is a new spin the wheel of what can bring me down :(

Anybody saw Anna binny house tour ? It looks so luxurious, after a long time , I was really impressed with someone else home , on how the home was designed, very elegant! The couple is so young to be having such an expensive house though , I think the husband has a business . Anyone know them personally?