u/ESinNM29

New Dr. refuses to refill trt cream

My old provider that originally prescribed me this went on maternity leave and isn’t returning so I had to find a new PCP and she is refusing to refill my testosterone cream. Says its bad for my heart and liver. I am only on .25ml (I’ve included my bottle image here, only doing one click rather than 2) and I actually do want to come off because I haven’t seen any improvement and its given me tinnitus but I have tried to stop it before and had really bad insomnia. I know its a super low dose already and wondering if you all think I will be ok just coming off or is there a way to taper off?

Thank you!

u/ESinNM29 — 2 days ago

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How to get my spark back?

I have been off benzos for over 2 years but still don’t have my spark or joy or laughter back. I no longer have ahedonia but I also don’t feel wild joy anymore or laugh. I also have a young child so that probably plays into not feeling like my old self. I still have issues around sleep, sensitivities to foods, can’t drink or smoke weed, I just feel in survival mode and though I am better in many ways, I don’t feel like life is worth living some days. If this is my existence, I don’t want it. Help.

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u/ESinNM29 — 3 months ago