I live in London and I’m getting married next year! I need 4-5 outfits but the prices in London are crazy expensive. Is it worth going to India to get my outfits? I can only be there for 6 days. Any store recommendations in Delhi? How much does the price vary in India for outfits?
I had an abortion 6 months ago, it wasn’t the choice I wanted to make but felt I had to, to protect my relationship and my future with my partner. My partner was in the middle of uni and financially it wouldn’t have been stable enough. My partner didn’t want the baby and I did, it was a decision taken with a very heavy heart and he supported me throughout. I am so traumatized by the abortion itself- I had severe pain and had surgery as I had retained products. I sometimes get flash backs of me screaming and my partner holding my hand. I feel so sad about my baby, thinking about who she would have been and how life would have been with her. I ache the deep desire to become a mother and what could have been. I have adenomyosis and endometriosis, I don’t know if I’ll be blessed with a baby again and that is something that torments me daily, I feel so alone in feeling this way and find it hard to talk to my partner about because I feel he doesn’t talk about the baby or feel the sadness I do. I cry all the time because I’m so sad and I feel so guilty and feel I’m going to be punished for this