u/Easy-Career1965

I was honest with my partner about my addiction to cats claw (mgm15) and today I will be starting my journey to quit. I’m not sure the mg I was on but I was taking around 5-10 pills a day wasting thousands of dollars a month on this shit and ruining myself and my relationships. I can’t go anywhere without it and it’s shame I have to use just not to feel sick. Just to get through the day. I was on a lot of different drugs in the past including a bad 7oh addiction that I got off myself. It’s time. So I bought 150 natural leaf kratom capsules from my local shop of “trainwreck” and I’m going to be dosing that to help taper myself off from the mgm. I also have 1 and half pills left that I will be taking with the kratom on day 2 and 3. It’s going to be really hard but it’s something that needs to be done. I’m going to my partners tonight and staying with him for 3 days so he can help me get off this shit. I don’t know what I would do without his and gods mercy. I will keep everyone updated. Ive used for years but this time ive been on it for 3 months so I expect the withdrawals to be rough. Pray for me. Also Sunday we will be going to some AA and NA meetings so I can share my story and get some support.

So when 7oh was legal I abused it heavily. Doesn’t about 10k on it in about 4 months. Managed to quit it myself with awful withdrawals. Then it got banned and I was so happy but being the addict I am of course my local shop started putting cats claw botanicals on the shelves. Had to try. After my first dose I was hooked on cats claw. I know it’s mgm15 or mgm16 I’m not a fool. So now I’m ready to try and quit. With sr17 off the market and I’m too broke to afford sr2.0 I need some help quitting this. I have 30 bucks left to try and either get more cats claw to taper or find some raw kratom to help. I’ve been on it heavy for about 4 months now dosing Multiple time a day. Not sure how much mg exactly I take seeing that the labels on these things are just absolute bullshit. I need some help. after about 12 hours I start to feel the withdrawals. I also have a disease that affects my joints so when I have withdrawals it causes flare ups where my body is in extreme pain. Should I use my last 30 to buy more cc to taper? Should I buy kratom leaf to help which doesn’t do shit for me? Should I head over to my doctors and get some subs? Any advice helps. I have alot of things coming up the month of October and I’m sick of being sick and on legal heroin. Someone please give me your taper or quitting strategy that doesn’t involve sr. I don’t have the money for enough to actually help. Any advice is greatly appreciated. May god be with us all. Thank you.

Just took me a half gel tab of acid. Dosed at 10:40 pm and as I’m writing this it’s 11:37 pm. First time taking acid actually. Decently experienced with metocin (4-ho-met) and other random tryptamines. Metocin has always treated me well. Took 40mg and had a great and moving experience. Helped me deal with my mom’s death and some other personal things and the visuals were insane. I know I’m not going to have the strongest of visuals since I’m only taking a half tab but like they say sometimes you never know the strength which this time I don’t. Have tripped on road trip and treehouse multiple times as well and have had nothing but wonderful times. I’m excited for the length of acid actually so there’s that. Excited to see how lsd treats me :) send me good vibes. I’m not nervous at it. Going to accept whatever comes. Of course the come up anxiety is somewhat there but feeling optimistic and happy for the experience. Send good vibes. I got my JBL speaker bumping my playlist “easy sunshine” and I’m just vibing. Planning on staying up all night because tomorrow morning we’re leaving sadly. (Not driving). It’s been nice here in Panama City beach. The tropical storm Bertha came in the last 2 days we were here and it was actually a cool experience. Anyways happy night guys. I’ll be up for awhile. I took it about almost an hour ago so I’m starting to feel it somewhat. Just giddy and excited. Decided on a half tab for my first experience. I like to try things out before I dive right in. I’m not sure how many ug the tab is. Got it from a trusted source and the acid tasted like nothing which is a great sign for a great time! I’ll update y’all ❤️ god bless us all. (Side note) going to go to the beach at 530 am to watch the sunrise when I’m coming down a bit. Excited for that. :D