I made a mistake, and I don’t know what to do.
So a I(14M) moved a few years ago to a smaller town, I was around 10-11 when this happened, I had a friend a year older than me. We hung out a lot, but puberty was just kicking in, and we both did some sexual things. I forgot about it, but recently I was walking home from school and one of his friends told me that he told him about it.
It all came back so fast, that I didn’t know what to do. That happened Friday and it’s now Monday, and I’ve been panicking all weekend. I pressured him into doing it once, and I feel so horrible, I want to apologize, but I can’t. And if he’s telling people around the high school I planned to go to next year, I feel like I’m gonna be harassed for it. I’m also scared of legal consequences if he tells adults, I feel horrible, I feel like a predator, I feel disgusted, so can I please have some advice on what to do.
Because back then I didn’t know what I was doing, I thought it was harmless, but now I would never do that, and I want to know what I should do in the coming days and years.