u/Easy-Worldliness5470

There are times when I feel so down that I cant even go to work and I can't even go outside or do anything, I can't even eat and would rather just sleep all day, hoping I would never wake up then after that I'm gonna feel okay again like nothing really happened. I hate that for myself because it's ruining my life and right now I'm losing my job.

I want to fix myself but I'm having a hard time starting it, I think after a while i'm gonna feel okay again that I wouldn't even bother to get help then I'm gonna feel bad again, and the cycle continues.

There are times when I feel so down that I cant even go to work and I can't even go outside or do anything, I can't even eat and would rather just sleep all day, hoping I would never wake up then after that I'm gonna feel okay again like nothing really happened. I hate that for myself because it's ruining my life and right now I'm losing my job.

I want to fix myself but I'm having a hard time starting it, I think after a while i'm gonna feel okay again that I wouldn't even bother to get help then I'm gonna feel bad again, and the cycle continues.