u/Easy_Floor1013

I don‘t know what to do anymore, I feel stuck. A little backstory:

I used to be creative as kid and teenager. Whenever I had an idea or vision to create something I would just start and do it. Somehow growing up I lost that ability /motivation. I‘ve been struggling with depression and anxiety in my teenage years, had a burnout when I was 19. I‘m in my mid 20s now and I‘m doing a lot better now but I still can’t get myself to DO things which is so unusual for me because I used to do a lot of stuff when I was younger. It‘s so frustrating because I have this idea in my head but I can’t get myself to do anything. I think part of the problem is social media but I can’t get fully rid of it because of my friends and I actually want to post some of the things I want to create on there.. Sometimes I think I‘m overwhelmed because social media is distracting me and giving me too many ideas so I loose the ability to focus on one thing. I did several social media detox and try to use my phone less but still feel completely unmotivated and I feel like I have no time. I used to be so productive and motivated. Now I‘m empty, get bored quickly and I miss my creativity. It’s like I‘ve lost a big part of myself. Why is that and how to change? Anyone else experienced something similar?

I can relate to both somehow .. Is there a way to find out which one you are without mbti theory?(learning the function doesn’t really help me)

I‘ve recently been to Corfu but I was a bit disappointed and was happy to go home.. It was my very first time in greece and I wonder if there are better options in greece or not because a lot of people praised corfu.
Everything was run down and litter everywhere. When we stepped out of our hotel we couldn’t even take a walk because it was not walkable (maybe it was just our location - idk) The only good thing was our hotel and yes - the water and beaches were amazing just like on the pictures. But that is all. Unfortunately we weren’t able to visit them everyday because we had to drive to the beaches. Corfu town was interesting but wouldn‘t want to visit again. Everywhere it’s stinky and dirty. I knew greece wouldn‘t be modern or the cleanest but this wasn’t beautiful experience for us and not what we expected in europe. Is this common in greece or different on other islands or places? I‘ve also been thinking about visiting Zakyntho, Santorini or other Islands like Milos but I‘m not sure if I will like it. Any tips, experiences or recommendation?

One lesson I learned is to not trust social media because people will show only the best spots and leave reality behind and call it a paradise